LIFE. A simple four letter word, that has so many different meanings. People all see their lives differently, making it merely impossible to correctly define such a simple word. Two people can look at the same situation and conclude two very different things from it. Over the past few months, I've had a lot of time to think about life in general. I realized somethings are not worth my time, and the things that matter won't always be perfect, this is just facts of life that I'm going to be faced with. And I'm not alone. I've noticed that I'm going down a path that I am not going to like in the near future, and have come to the realization I am the one who decides my fate. I have become a person that I promised myself i wouldn't. This has to change. I realize now that I need to become a more positive person, for not only is it effecting me, but other people I hold close in my life. Anger is a part of life, however I have realized that even though I am mad, it doesn't give me the right to be an outright bitch to people who love me.It's a very selfish act, that I must refrian from. I need to stop thinking of the worst possible circumstance it does me no good, and I can't believe I've gone this long without realizing. Time to start living life for the momment and nothing more. It's tough to loose something, and realize that you abused the privaliage of having it, and that you are too late to give it a chance. I have learned from expeirience(unfortunatly) that it takes forever to earn someone's trust but in a matter of seconds, you can destroy that connection. Fortunatly, for my sake, this trust barrier had been repaired, it took time and work, but it was worth it :). Many people may say that it's all about what you have in life that makes you happy, and some days it may seem that way, however it is in fact, the people that are part of your life, without them, you would not be able to grow as a person. We as human beings either control our attitudes or else it will take over our lives. The last message that i have thought abuot quite a lot lately, is no matter how deep your are in a hole, you have the power to keep going even if you feel you can't. You were given a life because you are strong enough to live it. Never give up.
"You have to take the good with the bad, smile when you are sad, love what you have got, remember what you had. Always forgive but never forget. . . learn from your mistakes but never regret. . .people change, things go wrong, but just rememeber life goes on. "
--Meghan Wilcox
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Realization.
You came out of nowhere surprising me with who you seemed to be,
I couldn't control the feelings and how they wouldn’t let me see.
You made a first impression that I saw right through,
You surprised me with your intelligence, all the things you knew.
The day that I first met you seemed like any other guy,
But when I got to know you I knew that was a lie.
You had a personality that made me laugh and smile,
I knew that in my heart, you’d stay for a while.
Though I barely know you,
I’m starting to appreciate all things you say and do.
You taught me some life lessons, that I never would have learned,
Without your guiding hand, that horrible state I would have returned.
You taught me how to live life to the fullest, not to care what people say,
To be the bigger person and walk away.
Talking to you brings out so many feelings, things I just kept pushing deeper down inside of me,
You made me see who I really am, and who I have full potential to be.
Somehow you can always relate to the things that go wrong
Its easy for you to give me advice, to make me feel strong.
Too bad that’s all a lie now,
I’ve screwed it all up somehow.
I should have just relaxed, thought about what I was doing,
Instead I rush into things, and turn them into ruins.
Your thoughts they were so meaningful they made me stop and think,
But when I came to the realization that we would never work, my heart began to sink.
-- Meghan Wilcox
I couldn't control the feelings and how they wouldn’t let me see.
You made a first impression that I saw right through,
You surprised me with your intelligence, all the things you knew.
The day that I first met you seemed like any other guy,
But when I got to know you I knew that was a lie.
You had a personality that made me laugh and smile,
I knew that in my heart, you’d stay for a while.
Though I barely know you,
I’m starting to appreciate all things you say and do.
You taught me some life lessons, that I never would have learned,
Without your guiding hand, that horrible state I would have returned.
You taught me how to live life to the fullest, not to care what people say,
To be the bigger person and walk away.
Talking to you brings out so many feelings, things I just kept pushing deeper down inside of me,
You made me see who I really am, and who I have full potential to be.
Somehow you can always relate to the things that go wrong
Its easy for you to give me advice, to make me feel strong.
Too bad that’s all a lie now,
I’ve screwed it all up somehow.
I should have just relaxed, thought about what I was doing,
Instead I rush into things, and turn them into ruins.
Your thoughts they were so meaningful they made me stop and think,
But when I came to the realization that we would never work, my heart began to sink.
-- Meghan Wilcox
Cry.
It started out strong, just a feeling.
I realized that it was my heart you were stealing.
Confused and unsure,I know it is something I’ll have to endure.
As you look around the room and our eyes meet,
I turn away in a sense of defeat.
I see you in the halls with that girl by your side,
It’s easy to see, our love you denied.
Sometimes I don’t know what to think or say, You were my constant and you stole my soul away.
Slowly and surely, the good memories began to disappear,
The joy and happiness I once felt, was replaced with distrust and fear.
I didn’t and couldn’t trust you any longer,
But I knew that in the future this hurt would only make me stronger.
You looked at me with your big blue eyes,
But I know that look on your face is just a disguise.
You weren’t the person, I thought you were before,
I couldn’t allow myself to feel this way anymore.
I tell you that I’m okay, but I know it’s a lie,
I can’t help but think that this is our last and final goodbye.
--Meghan Wilcox
I realized that it was my heart you were stealing.
Confused and unsure,I know it is something I’ll have to endure.
As you look around the room and our eyes meet,
I turn away in a sense of defeat.
I see you in the halls with that girl by your side,
It’s easy to see, our love you denied.
Sometimes I don’t know what to think or say, You were my constant and you stole my soul away.
Slowly and surely, the good memories began to disappear,
The joy and happiness I once felt, was replaced with distrust and fear.
I didn’t and couldn’t trust you any longer,
But I knew that in the future this hurt would only make me stronger.
You looked at me with your big blue eyes,
But I know that look on your face is just a disguise.
You weren’t the person, I thought you were before,
I couldn’t allow myself to feel this way anymore.
I tell you that I’m okay, but I know it’s a lie,
I can’t help but think that this is our last and final goodbye.
--Meghan Wilcox
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